Thursday, July 30, 2009

Last night went home saw Mee Sian and Red Egg on the table..i was ask why got all this,who birthday..?and it was my chinese birthday and i forgot about it..haha..still so stupid go ask who's birthday..nvm..thanks mummy for it..



looked for u last night
jus be cos i wanted
to tell u tt it my chinese
bday..but u don seem
to had time for me or
care me..hai..nvm..
maybe u are tired of me..

Friday, July 24, 2009

Gg Genting tonight..will be take the coach 10:30p.m from Golden Mile to genting..6hrs plus trip to there eh..oh my god..don know can stand it ma..haha..some more i first time go eh..22 le cai first time go ..duh..next i wan take plane le..wahaha..

Fen Tian,u remember my rule ar..
if not i come back ni jiu know..
hahahaha..miss me hor..
never miss don wan u..
hug hug..muack..

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Hate morning rain when gg to work..floor so wet so cold..kuku..today morning was raining too..then i dumb dumb had a fall..so malun..so much ppl saw eh..like king knog fall down like tt..hahaha..then pants abit wet..whole body wet only cos walk under the rain..sob sob..nobody sayang me..*cry* =(

Ppl i celebrating my bday on the 1st of aug on sat ya..all are welcome..jus let me know..

Day 14..=(

Monday, July 20, 2009

Mood now is %@!#$&*%$#!~+%@*#@!!!!!
Hai..it all in a mess..
Day 12..=(

Friday, July 17, 2009

Cold day~~~hai~~~
Day 9..=(

Monday, July 13, 2009

Day 5 le..hmmm..feel more and more scared each day go by..what to do..just like what ah fit(bartender) had told me,if you told her you will wait for her the you must wait if you really love her..that ture also..sat night when i reach home,mummy was asking where i went to,so i told her i went temple ya..but the next thing she ask shock me..!!!she ask me why never bring Carmen out since it weekend..then i was like don know what to ans her..i ask her why she ask,she ans me we not together meh..hai..what to say..let wait~~~~

Day 5..=(

Friday, July 10, 2009

Today day 2 le..there nothing i can do but just hope for the best that the ans will be what i wan..very xin fan and worry la..hai..feeling sick this two days also..but don care la..no one care too..no mood..feel sad and heart pain for u..hai.. ppl around me are dead one by one but why not me..i die le more good..you no need so fan also..hai~~~



烦!

烦!!

烦!!!
Day 2..=(

Thursday, July 9, 2009

After what happen that night,i feel wake,tired and blur till now..just don feel right..last night reach home around 7p.m jiu sleep all the way till today morning(did wake up a few time to look at my phone.) but i still feel the same as wake as tired as blur..i don know why but i think something is still wrong some where..feel so xin ku..cant eat or drink much too..but i know i'm hungry..tml fri le ya..think will rest at home not gg out..don wan later faint outside..-_- not feeling well too..keep ke-so ke-so..hai..


If I had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you I see forever oh so clearly
I tried to be in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like the guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't need to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you.

Day 1..=(

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Ytd was on mc..kaman came 7 plus in the morning to pei me go TTS see doctor ya..but appt was at 12 noon..so she sleep while i play DS till 10 plus..i bath,she make up then down to TTS..go get appt for removing the thing behind my ear..people keep look at us sia..maybe cos we laugh very loud i think..hahaha..after getting everything done at TTS,we went to Tamp 1..boring shopping mall,TM still batter..went to look for Sophina aka park hua..(pray she wont see this..) since we are there..i don really know her la,cos saw her once only but ok de la..kaman fren ma..haha..walk walk around then this crazy gal kaman say wan drink coffee..lol..so went coffee house but order le say not nice eh..kuku..talk about our thing abit then pei her home till hougang central..then i went home from there..reach home fall aslp then wake up something scary happen..i cry like baby ghost like that without me been able to control it..then daddy say my soul went out of my body that why like that..like baby like that cry non stop..ask me why i cry or touch me,i will cry even louder..keep feel very scare then cant really talk..funny thing is i to then in chiness as i don..daddy say heng my soul was out of my body for less then 8 hour,if not jiu big problem..more info can ask me ya..




be back soon with the ans i wan..=(

Monday, July 6, 2009

Another weekend gone..boring~~~~ when it weekdays when we are working we wish that weekend faster come..but but but,when weekend come we got no where to go..nothing to do..no hole to hide also..hahaha..life some how boring..let recall what i did and where i go last weekend..hmmm..meet up with lala and zhi long on sat night for steamboat after gg temple..thank carmen for calling to wake me up..(LALA,STEAMBOAT EAT LE HOR!!!LOL!!!) eat till damm full but some how some thing is missing..cos yu ka man wan not able to come..(sob sob*) then playd pool till 3a.m..lose $15 to zhi long..(if i never remember wrong) new rule new game..FUN~~!!! after game i ran away..cos light blub la..don like..haha..sun best..slp 5 in the morning then wake up at 10.30a.m..chat with man man and game till 6 plus..then back to sleep till 10 plus at night wake up and become owen..cos cant get back to slp..till 4 plus i guess then i get back to sleep..carman morning called me but i fall back asleep and was late AGAIN!!! $10 fly away again cos take cab to work..kuku..till here..