Monday, August 31, 2009

Will be going for a Op on the 19 of sept to remove the thing behide my ear..scared..you say you will accompany me go that time..but guess not le..nvm..don know after the op pain bo..knn..don know got mc bo also..hahaha..i wan mc~~~~~~ damm scared...sob sob..alone jiu alone go ba..

Friday, August 28, 2009


Free Hugs..Anyone..?

One day i will get down to town and do this..

Thursday, August 27, 2009

this few day keep feel sick sick..
but nothing was wrong with me..
keep cant get to sleep at night now days..
dumb dumb 7th month made me like
so busy also..feel so tired na..then funny funny de..
don know la..hahaha..

Monday, August 24, 2009

Thank you Veron again!!!
know i was down and told her
balloon made me happy when i
down..so she did this..thank you
so much..i feel batter..=)

First of all thank you VeRon for helping me put song on my blog..lol..

cant get to sleep last night..flip & flip dunno till what time..end up wake up at 8.52a.m when i need to be in office by 9a.m..scream..~~!!!!reached office around 9.30a.m..knn..$10 fly away again..waste of money lo..top up ez link can take 3 day bus fare..cannot cannot..next time i wan open one company provide morning call service for people like me who always wake up late..let call it "EDward's Morning Call Service"..lol..good idea for business..who wanna join me..?hahaha..i batter find way to sleep early and get to sleep..ah bo taxi uncle are earning more money from peopl like me..i very poor le eh..haha..

Sunday, August 23, 2009

you still affect me like it use to..
don know why..even i was angry
with what you done..i don know why..
when ppl talk to me about you,i always
say don care la.but that not what my heart say..
hope you are fine with ur life..=)


Knn de sian today lo..
nth to do..
no where to go..
plus rain..
plecb..

常常责怪自己
当初不应该
常常后悔没有把你留下来
为什么明明相爱
到最后还是要分开
是否我们总是
徘徊在心门之外
谁知道又和你相遇在人海
命运如此安排
总叫人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏
只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白
你仍然是我不变的关怀
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后回来
却不知那份爱
会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱
谁知道又和你相遇在人海
命运如此安排
总叫人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏
只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白
你仍然是我不变的关怀
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后回来
却不知那份爱
会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后回来
却不知那份爱
会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱

Saturday, August 22, 2009

面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你
oh~我爱你
只是因为你是你
oh~我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…
.新恋情
没关系…
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句
我爱你

As i say ytd,will be posting my twin de pic today..
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one rule to follow
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taken years back,like2-3 years back??lol..

Friday, August 21, 2009

Tai Ze Ye(ME!!) is Kan Ni Na de tired..hahaha..really Si Pek tired..went sea side to pray 7th month de..was half wet..lol..wake up late again today again..sleep till 8.50a.m cai wake up..reach office 9.30a.m..-_-''' kuku june disturb me lo..say my eye really small le but today more small..bully only..i know ur eye is big..hahaha..tml will update my twin sister de pic..=p

我在你身边游来游去我不敢出声看着他亲吻你
眼不能闭看你的唇印还在那里你隔着玻璃所以听不见我在叹息
说不出口的秘密永远活在小小的世界里
仅存一点稀薄的氧气是否够我继续撑下去
这件脱不下来的外衣还是你喜欢的橘我不能确定
是否你曾经注意我的眼泪流在透明的水里
lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海
等我转过身看你眼神才知道自己想得太过天真伤得太深
爱来的时候划破沉闷我早该知道你终究不是我该爱的人
黑暗中两眼无神夜里不再为我开盏灯
始终不敢将爱说出口当然没有资格去竞争
恋爱和失恋同时发生怪自己枉费青春
我输得彻底把脸深埋在水里面却还要演好这一场戏
lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海
watting for you 那片海眼看就要让我愈来愈远回不来
从此你的不愉快那么遥远谁听你埋怨
再说一遍说一遍 ye...我在你身边给你一点点愉快就
会心甘情愿回到大海
lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海那片海

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Getting really tired of everything..at home,a dumb woman who like to find fault with me..you talk to much say you talk back..you keep your mouth shut say you give her face to see..do this wrong do that wrong..went out don stay home to avoid problem,say you take the home as hotel..you don do anything she also will have thing to say..give up..sicnce do what also wrong,then be it..


Tonight once the time show 12.ooa.m the HELL~~~ Gate is open..wahahaha~~~People made sure you be back home before 7p.m for the whole month..watch what you say~~~someone may not like what you say~~~~watch out not to kick or step on thing on the floor..hohoho~~~hehehe~~~hooo~~~~~~wa~~ha~~haha~~



hope u are fine..

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

DUMB BOSS I HAVE.SAY HE NEEDED PEOPLE AND ASKED ME TO I HAD ANY FRIEND WHO WANNA WORK AND WANT IS FAST.SO I HELPED TO FIND ONE.END UP TELLING ME HE NOT SURE YET AS HE NEEDED REPLY FROM SOME ONE ELSE TOO.WHAT THE FCUK RITE?YOU ARE NOT SURE,PLEASE DON ASK FOR HELP.THE GUY DID NOT CONFORM WITH YOU,IT YOU AND HIM.YOU ASK ME TO LOOK FOR PEOPLE IS YOU AND ME.DON TELL ME YOU ARE WAITING FOR SOME ONE ANS TOO..YOU ARE FOOLING ME AND MY FRIEND AND PUT ME THE A SPOT.DOING BUSINESS MOST IMPORTANT IS TRUST.I HEAR A LOT ABOUT YOU.WHAT YOU PROMISE PEOPLE BUT YOU DID NOT DID IT.IF EVEN YOUR STAFF DON TRUST YOU,YOU FAIL.YOU ARE A BOSS BUT I DON THINK YOU ACT LIKE ONE SO FAR.WAKE UP THE IDEA!!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Went BBQ last night at DownTown East..was the cook of the day with my uncle but he BBQ half way run away..so only me..kuku..was my cousin birthday so just help la..since i enjoy BBQ the food..lol..my 4th uncle call me satay man..kuku..was there till 10plus,had some drink and headed home..reached home play FaceBook..play play play..then was chating with Vero from 3plus till 6 in the morning..haha..then i run to sleep till 12 plus..so here i am playing FaceBook again cum blog..lol..

TML IS MONDAY!!!=(




He is cute!!!

Friday after work came back home bath and meet up with stella go watch "UP" in 3D ya..nice nice..i like the boy boy in the movie..so cute..first time watch 3D movie too..first time just the 2 of us go out like so funny lo..hahaha..best is we go buy ticket the person say "i give you 2 last row couple seat..haha..i hear that i laugh lo..then i ask stella we look like meh..lol..after we get out ticket,went to the liew lian(esplandae) there eat..then went to seat at the bay chat..after that walk to for the movie..seat there like so funny..hahaha..took so pic pic too..

Friday, August 14, 2009

After 2 year plus ever since we break up,i miss you last night..don know why..like i told my friend i feel bad about how i treat you last time..the only problem we have is that you stick to me to much..other then that was ok..but we had lost contact for long..hahaha..you are no where to be found now..hahaha..all the best to you..take care..

people stop guessing who i talking about..it hui la..the one who fall and i laugh like mad de..hahaha..=x

Thursday, August 13, 2009


Ytd i post my pic remember..?
but this is what happen
to it on my fren blog..kuku..
wanted nvm some more put
"NO ONE WANT TO FIND".-_-"'

Getting tired of my job le..or so how not my job but people i work with..lot of thing that made my stay here unhappy..a boss who so in to his religion,wanted to made all his staff to join him..it ok to share what you know but not to compare ours and yours religion..a manager who is not bad,take care of us very well but sometime bossy..asst manager a person i always complain whatever i'm unhappy about/with..a partner who is so damm dumb..always made mistake but never admit her mistake and say i not in the wrong what..when you have proof she will just and act blur..that the worst problem i have at work..always get extra job cos of her mistake..hai..work with people who don tag with you well very sian de lo..really think of changing job..but now so hard to find job..see how ba..

anyone know where got room for rent and cheap..i wanna move out of my house..getting tired of her unfairness..if you hate me so much why give birth to me..stupid..you say you want pace at home but what you are doing now is breaking up your own family..always think that you are right and never agree with what people say about you..don know i don know how to think or you don know how to think..eat till so old still always do those stupid thing when there enough problem at home already..like to check on people so much go become detective la..brainless..always leaving in your own world..

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Cant fall asleep again last night
cos it was so damm hot can..
so i took a cool bath..after the
bath found my hair look funny
so some how look style..hahaha..
so faster take pic pic..but my face
don look nice lo..so edit edit the pic..
edit till got kick so end up got this 6 colour..
hahaha..then use powerpoint put them all tgt..
hee hee..you all sure say i zi lian de la..lol..

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

PEOPLE STOP ASKING ME ABOUT RANI RANI RANI!!!
SHE GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME!!
I GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH HER!!!
YOU ALL MAY FIND IT JUST A JOKE!!!
BUT JOKE FOR A YEAR PLUS NOT SIAN DE AR!!!
KNN!!!KAN FAN K?!
EVERY MORNING NEVER SEE HER JIU ASK ME WHERE SHE GO!!!
SHE COME LATE AR ALL THIS!!!HOW I KNOW!!!
SOME MORE ASK FOR FUN DE!!!FUNNY AR!!!??
YOU ALL NOT FAN I FAN K!!!KNN!!!ASK ASK ASK!!!
AGAIN!!!STOP ASKING ME ABOUT RANI!!!
I DAMM HATE HER TOO!!!

Really damm sway..
jus had my lunch..
ate fish ball soup
but with metal coil inside lo..
knn..damm sway leh..Argh!!!!

I'm tired of everything!!!
Past 2 days cant sleep well or some how like never sleep at all..don know what i thinking also,just cant get to sleep..can feel so damm tired but jiu shi cant fall asleep..turn and turn just cant get to sleep..walk in the house in the middle of the night in and out of my room..lot of thing in my head keep spinning and spinning..lot of "Why" in there too..haii..went Pulau Ubin ytd..went there to cycle and knn i fall in the forest road..leg bleed bleed bleed..don know what i thinking also..like that also can fall lo..forgot when was the last time i cycle and fall also..so damm "heng" to had fall..tired like fcuk lo..next time don go there cycle le..the road there like fcuk la..rain some more ytd..now like sick i think but who care..haii..reach back home jiu sleep lo..sleep till 10p.m like that wake up i think..was hungry and i saw potato..so cut it and fried it but then cut my finger too..really don know where my soul go too..

Sat - After temple went to watch movie with lala & zhi long..

Sun - Temple..

Mon - Pulan Ubin


One day you will hou hui de..

Friday, August 7, 2009

When i got nothing to do in office~~~~

kan sian now..hai..
gg sin tua later..an tua..
long weekend this week
but guess i gg to be alone..
someone is to busy to care me..
faster 6 o'clock can..i seat i office
till i wanna sleep and i don wanna be
alone seating here think and think..
i wan made myself busy..think of gg
pulan ubin this wekend but don know got
ppl wan go bo..see how la..
OUT OF NO WHERE I PUT ON 6KG BACK!!!OMG~~~~

Thursday, August 6, 2009

since u had no time,
since u had so much to busy,
since u had so much to fan,
since u had so much fren to meet,
since u have no time for me,
let not disturb u..

maybe ur life will be batter this way..
after all i'm not tt important also..
thing have change..
not like when we first
contact back anymore..hai..