am i stupid doing all this?

or am i a fool?

ppl say you can be a fool but not stupid..

i don know how to say how i really feel now..

but i can only say i do feel jealous..

i have feeling too..hai..blame

no one but myself..cos

i did not treasure you in the pass..=(

Damm tired~~!!! Eye like GOLD FISH!!
Slept at 4.30a.m like that..Cos was waiting
for Hui Wen to reach home..Tired Tired!!!
I wan change my name le..Cos i become
treat her so good..DIE~~hahaha..

Pay need wait till next week..

Eat grass le la~~**SAD**

Had been on MC for the pass 2 days for my check up plus i not feeling well..keep feel giddy don know why..wan die liao..haha..will be having my toe de opr on the 24 of may..*scared* who wanna pei me go~~~!!!! i guess no one..hahaha..

Very sian ar~~!!!no mood to work at all..everyday come to work also nothing to do..seat down there like a fool to wait for time to pass..damm sian lo..no aim de sia..hai..

I'm happy to have a nice chat with you last night..it had been long since we last hao hao chat..=)**happy** At time you made me go crazy..At time you piss me off..At time you made me smile..
no one will stand me like you do..Thank you..=)YES!!I SAYING MY OWYONG HUI WEN!!!

i am not a wise man but not a fool!!

Having the feeling of going for a long break..

Feel like not working for sometime for a rest..

Feeling really tired..i need a rest..hai..

So much had happen..i need a break..!!!

(=˙˙ʇı ǝʞıן ı~~~unɟ ʇı˙˙ɐɥɐɥɐɥ

ןɯʇɥ˙sɹǝʇʇǝןuʍopǝpısdn/ʎɐןd/ɯoɔ˙sǝɹıʍuǝʌǝs˙ʍʍʍ//:dʇʇɥ

˙˙ʇı ʎɹʇ˙˙uʍop ǝpısdn ǝʇıɹʍ uɐɔ noʎ˙˙ןooɔ os ʇsnɾ sı sıɥʇ

Was fcuking angry just now..went to zion road market to had dinner..then i went order rojak..when i got my rojak,i took a plate of chilli which is place outside her stall..when i get back to my seat,this CCB Auntie run all the way from her stall to me..at first i though what happen..end up she came to me shouting ""hey hey,you cant take that chilla..that for the other food" and took back the chilli..wtf lo..i shout at her is there a need to ran all the way to me jus be cos i took a plate of chilli..i was so damm angry that i went back to her shop and ask her which food then can take that chilli..i order from her again and i took the chilli..ccb..i not no money eat k..when i went back to her stall i scold her non stop..pcb..what wrong with taking a chilli that to her it you nv order that food you can take it..it not that i order from other stall and get chilli for her stall free..in the stall got 2 uncle did not even say a thing when i scold her..sure not the first time that why they nv say anything..knn..before i leave the stall i told the auntie "auntie,you never see HUNGRY TIGER before only!!" PCB!!CCB!!KNN!!PLECB!!KNLB!!KNLP!!

Went to watch KIDNAPPER last night

with Verni & Simon..=) Nice show..!!!

I see liao also cry..hahaha..We meet up

at Plaza Singapure then drive to Jurong

Point watch..haha..Abit crazy right??From

PS go JP watch when PS also got the show..-_-

Took some pic pic when in car..=)

Get ticket then shop around..went game

shop but nothing for us to play..we too old liao..

so sad..time up went in for movie..=) after movie

stupid Simon call me Ah Huat..which is Christopher

Lee as the mean role..kuku..My name got no Huat

inside k..lol..Think will be meting them tml too..Yeah!!!

Letting go HATE and move on..

Oh my dear BLOG,You have been with ME for 3 year plus~~!!!!

You never RUN away from me..Cos you don get to..hahaha..=)

乌云遮蔽的天空

窗外又是阴雨时候.

伞下的恋人中不再有你我手牵手

一切过了太久

我们的十字路口下一站是谁在等候

你我的方向盘却向着相反的彼岸

终点还是分开告别你我离开之后

只有回忆可以保留当初那美好的感觉

你说你记住了不为彼此难过

过各自的生活

oh baby 你答应我的我都记得

但是你却忘了你的承诺

不是说好彼此都不再联络

谁都别再犯错

是我的固执让你难过

但是分手却也无法选择

我走了以后

你要好好生活

不要想我..也别再哭了

我们的十字路口下一站是谁在等候

你我的方向盘却向着相反的彼岸

终点还是分开告别你我离开之后

只有回忆可以保留当初那美好的感觉

你说你记住了不为彼此难过

过各自的生活

oh baby 你答应我的我都记得

但是你却忘了你的承诺

不是说好彼此都不再联络

谁都别再犯错

是我的固执让你难过

但是分手却也无法选择

我走了以后

你要好好生活

不要想我..也别再哭了

You are just fcuking stupid or what..You came in less den 2min and you told me you are in the rush when i have not even boot up your unit to see the problem..Wrost still!!I ask you what wrong with the unit you give me a best reply of "I DON KNOW".How am i suppose to help you this way..What you do was keep asking "can i go can i go"..Stupid MIC..You really piss me off..You BITCH!!!Yet a MIC BITCH!!!

Was really down on LUCK..Everything and everyone seen to be out to go against me..It really kind of piss me off..This few days don even feel like going home..But if i don go home where can i go..??So i choose to go home but sleep all the way till mid night walk up and do my thing when they are asleep..if like this THEY also got thing say me,TO HELL YOU ALL GO!!!I don care who you all are to me..Wanna know why??You all force me too!!!It just that easy..=) I have been asking myself who can i turn to now when i'm so down but no one came in to my mind..Cos all those i trust betrayed me..Good one!!!Each and one of you BETRAYED ME one after another,so don blame me for been a change person..All of you are out of my phone list..=)Yeah!!!!!

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down, but wait

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall

Take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

But that's nothing new, yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue

And you say sorry like the angel

Heaven let me think was you

But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

Due to some reason,i change my blog link..Sorry Peeps..

People told me FAMILY will be there no matter what but to me it a bull shit..I have been feeling down this feel days..So was kind of no mood but no one at home came to ask what happen..But a good scolding from them..What is this??Reason of scolding was me having a BLACK FACE for the pass few days..Good one..You all don even care to ask me what happen but SCOLD..Other den scolding what else do you all know..You all did not ever give me any help but STRESS ME EVEN MORE..EVEN say if i go on like this don BLAME YOU ALL FOR USING UR HAND..Come on..Give it a try..I say before i don trust anyone anymore even family member and i mean what i say..How good anyone is treating me,i still don trust..Cos NO ONE CAN BE TRUSTED..Just that easy..Whatever you all say to me i wont listen anymore..What for trying to do thing you all want when no matter how hard i try you all are still unhappy..??No point..Cos the ending is still the same..All of you are still unhappy..Everyone have their mood..Don tell me YOU never show FACE when YOU are not in YOUR MOOD..I just don wanna shoot YOU back last night..Cos YOU are always right or i should say ALL OF YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT..I getting tired of EVERYTHING..I should say FAMILY ARE ALWAYS THERE TO LAUGH AT YOU AND NOT SUPPORT YOU..

在我年少的時候
身邊的人說不可以流
淚在我成熟了以後
對鏡子說我不可以後悔
在一個範圍不停的徘徊
心在生命線上不斷的輪迴
人在日日夜夜撐著面具睡
我心力交瘁

明明流淚的時候
卻忘了眼睛怎樣去流淚
明明後悔的時候 卻忘了
心裡怎樣去後悔
無形的壓力壓得我好累
開始覺得呼吸有一點難為
開始慢慢卸下防衛　
慢慢後悔慢慢流淚

男人哭吧哭吧哭吧　不是罪
再強的人也有權利去疲憊
微笑背後若只剩心碎
做人何必驚得那麼狼狽

男人哭吧哭吧哭吧　不是罪
嘗嘗闊別已久眼淚的滋味
就算下雨也是一種美
不如好好把握這個機會 痛哭一回

Always treasure those who love us and treat us good..i learn my lesson..i know i am to blame for everything that happen..i don blame you at all..cos i know it my fault..all i ask for was just your forgiveness..i really learn my mistake..you told me we cant be like last time anymore i was really sad deep down but there is nothing i can do..i have try my best to bring everything back but you told me it was all too late..i really don know what more to do..i try my best but you wont forgive me..i know i had treat you bad in the pass but i truly know you treat me good from the start..is i never treasure what i have..when i lose you then i learn..how you treat me and my family all of us can see..you are the first girl who not just treat me good but even my family..i thank you for everything you had done for me..sorry i know i had hurt you deep this time..but i don mean it..be cos of me you had done a lot i know..i really know..but it all to late now..i know i have throw my temper on you..i am to blame for all this..all i wanna say from my heart is I'm sorry and thank you for all that you had done for me..=(

i already feeling really sorry le..i know i am to blame..how then you will forgive me..
can you tell me what should i do..why all of you are like this de..i really very tired and sad le..
please tell me what you wan..really..i already put down my pride and face le..what more you wan..why you want to do this to me..why..do you know how sad am i..i guess you never know..

i have give on love..i though you was diff for the other but you are not..why wait till i fall for you then you do this to me..why..why all this thing got to happen on me all the time..why..can someone tell me why..i don blame you at all cos i did not treasure you in th pass but now i do..i really do..but you told me it was all too late..i only ask for one month time to proof to you everything i say now is true..please don do this to me anymore..my heart cant take the pain and sadness any longer..please!!!sorry,i love you..

i wanna go thailand~~

i wanna go thailand~~

i wanna go thailand~~

hahaha..i wanna go thailand leh..

now gg crazy over thai amulets..

wanna know how their thing work

and i wanna bring back some from

there to rent out..=)hee hee hee..

i haven problem sleeping at night sia..

very tired but cant get to sleep..argh...

lalala..damm boring leh~~~

i wan buy this..i wan buy that..

i wan go here..i wan go there..

but but but..i no money!!!!>=(