KNN..HATE LAST MIN THING..DON WAN JUST SAY DON WAN..DON LAST MIN GIVE ME STUPID RESON..I'LL THOSE WAN DO SOMETHING,PLAN LE JIU DO..DON LAST MIN..CCB..THOUGHT WHAT..HAPPY WAN NOT HAPPY DON WAN AS YOU LIKE AR..PLECB..SINCE NO ONE CARE ME WHY I SHOULD CARE TOO..I DIE ALSO MY PROBLEM..NO NEED PPL PITY..

你笑着说 他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安 那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了 你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说 我们 不是你和我
是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却没有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了 你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说 我们 不是你和我
是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却没有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有 错怪了什么虽然
你不说 都是错在我
太晚我才懂 爱了你太多
是我想太多 你总这样说
但你却没有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

This Is What He Did 他霸了你的心中属于我的角落..

Tml gg drink after work..
let Drink Drank Drunk..
And forgot everything..
Till DEAD more good..
It's Time To Party!!!

it been a month ever since we broke up..

but i'm still missing you..

i know you had hurt me..

but i still miss you..

like you say..

those who treat us good,

we don want..

but those who hurt us,

we love them more..

jus hope you be back one day..

WeekEnd Took De Pic..Lazy Blog..

and this man ws sleeping at Mac for almost 5 hour since i was there..

i just cant get to sleep last night..was thinking about the past when we are together and my tear just roll down again..almost a month le..but i jus cant get over with it..when even you asked me to give up,the wound just get deeper..you yourself know it hard to give up too..what really happen to me..i really find myself very fan..i was thinking was ur life batter before i get in? maybe when i leave,ur life well get batter..i don know..i really very fan..lot of thing happen in a row..

i just wake up..and i feel so emo..lot of thing just came to my mind..asking lot of Q. to myself..what happen..feel scared again like got thing gg to happen or hurt me.i don know why..can i be back like last time..worry free de me..where has it gone to..where?i really don know what to do..

had been over spending la..own my saving account $600,my phone for mar and apr total $420++..omg..daddy know sure nag nag nag de..haha..but i paying my uw bill..power rite..?$420++..how how how? wan go sell backside le..also don know got ppl wan anot..haha..i need money la..must find some more part time do..someone save me..argh..going crazy soon..EVERYTHING MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!

Have anyone seen Ronlad MacDonald smoke..???

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TA DA..

He DO!!!

Hahaha..

Below is Jazz made de Cookie..Nice eh..

when i saw the cookie last night,like cny like that..hahaha..don anyhow think..she made alot so she give me..hee hee..but no milk..ppl milk with cookie,i only cookie..lol..when cny can ask her made and sell..haha..then i sure buy de..haha..but no discount don buy..bleh..=p oh ya..get back my mp3 le..hee hee..always like put thing at ppl de bags then forgot to take back..who ask me everytime lazy take my own thing..hee hee..today damm much cust.."S" break also don have..then got one cust keep call call call..argh..go crazy lo..the ah pui beside me reborn her hair..then i keep call her "Herbal Essenc"..cos the advertisenment "Herbal Essenc" shampoo, the guy who have curl hair use the shampoo le the hair become straight..so i call her "Herbal Essenc..hahaha..

Trip To Underwater World.

pic taken at Underwater World ytd..don ask why no fish..cos all the fish pic with her..haha..but ok la..got "Mermaid" beside me ma..heehee..i 1st time go eh..lazy blog le..that's all..=p

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my consciencecause
cos its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Once youve found that lover
Youre homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul
heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man

last night after work went find Miss Ong take money with jane..go her work place find her..go there ppl thought we go buy car de..funny lo..we go near the car the sales to come over ask what car we like..i laugh like mad like that..then the MIss Ong say no need care us..we wont buy de..kuku..but the car really nice..seat there wait for her finish work..like don know wait for my car to be collect like this..haha..i keep say the place very nice very nice must take pic..then jane take alot of my pic for me..haha..waited for Miss Ong finish work and June to finish work come find us..june reached and "it time to party"..Miss Ong never go..only we 3 go..went bq cos i had a never ending blt..haha..drink le still have de..told june and jane the bartender HANDSOME de..Fit Fit..so power till their bf they don wan..haha..reach the pub le they keep ask which one..then i show them le they say where got handsome..but me and him,he is handsome ma..i gal i woo him..haha..they ask me about his name i also don know lo..so end up i gave him a new name..call FIT ZAI..lol..out of nowhere i got a bf and that Fit Zai..then i become his gf..keep call me Fit Zai de gf..kuku..later he really thought i gay ar..haha..oh ya..forgot jane ytd keep call me cow boy..so far i got so much name eh..got

- xiao pang

- pang ze

- pande
- ella
- wah zai
- ah fat
- bear

still got don know what..cant remember now..alot ar..haha

last night the bartender ask me,as he was told i don smoke de..but i smoke cos i broke up with xiao jie ba cai smoke de..and get that drank that very first night when i was there..he told me this..everytime he broke up with his gf,he wont be sad but just tell himself maybe not shi-he..nvm..look again..even told me this,if i really love her tell her this.."when u are ready,come back to me".. i did le..but i don know when she be back..this bartender teach me lot of thing too..to me he is those look cool cool but he himself had lot of problem too de..Fit Zai thank you..i really don know ur name la..haha..

my mood now is so damm down..after reading her post..i'll very blur now..it like huh?what happen..wound bleed again..i guess she don know what she wan or maybe ii had think to much..i really feel so happy that day..when she hug me,sayang me,buy food for me,let me hold her hand,smell her hand like i use to be..i can feel her love and care..i really wish she be back one day..ppl may scould me i'll a fool or stupid..but when love came nothing can stop it..all she need it time ba..

XIAO JIE BA =(

Days at Zinc..happy and care free but low pay..hahaha..

Miss the days there..

ARGH.........!!!!damm sian la..haha..i got lot of thing to do at work but i don know why lazy leh..on holiday eh..haha..i wan go on holiday leh..i wan go Indonesia again..cos can play sea game..hoo hoo..but must dream on till my next holiday come..son,i will bring you alone the next time i go holiday ya..haha..i miss night life eh..don know why..like 1 year plus back when daddy still runing pub..every night after work jiu go down..fri,sat drink like hell..then next day become dumb dumb..cos hang over..hahaha..that time work at zinc so free free..haha..must find back those kaki la..all missing le..party tilll dawn..hahaha..anyone went to gay pub before..?as june told me if u handsome then got gal beside you,those gay will stare the gal de..haha..funny eh..i wan go see how de leh..but gay very good to guy de eh..good till u scare..haha..last time i know a gay fren..he damm cute de la..also know when work at zinc de..he can work half way saw ang mo walk pass handsome de will run out of the shop to see..haha..one time still can serve cust till cry..cust ask him what happen?he go tell cust his bf don wan him..haha..laught my ass out la..hahaha..then the cust stune..haha..miss working with him..you di-siao him,he will like gal like that angry de..hahaha..but he's a nice person la..hahaha..

CARMEN YU JIA MIN

u made sure u meet me tml..

and do the Heart Action..

if not..wahaha..=p

ytd is Good Friday but i'll working..do part-time help lawrence de..my job is to carry all the 180 unit of desktop up and down..pack and unpack..do till wanna die like that..got lot of paper cut on hand cos of the boxes..reach home sleep half way wake up..cos my hand pain till i wake up..knn..haha..back also pain..jus wake up whole body like stone..but very fun la..cos i keep play..haha..later going take FTT for the 3rd time..-_-''' don know will pass bo..fail 2 times le..haha..jus go ba..but i forget to read eh..batter go before "someone" scould..lalala..pray i pass ar..don waste time le..

mummy,bao bao is waiting for u..

come back..come back..

Tag Reply:

Bi Ying: yupp..the phrase from ur blog de..hee hee..
Stella: lol..no la..meaningful ma..HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!
Wy: ur knight gg dead soon le la..haha..
Passer-by: may i know who are u to say her..don u know her or do i know u..sorry,u are not welcome here..
Ping: look at the brighter side eyes will pain..to bright le..hahaha..
****: thanks u..but mind i know who are u?

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle,your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

come back bi..
my heart will always be
open for u..my leg is
waiting for you..
for ur lock to be back again..

reading ur post again

and again made me feel sweet

in my heart..

some of you may know that,
i'll damm scare of "BUTTERFLY"..
just only,been scare by a butterfly lo..-_-'''
was going for lunch,then walk out of the life..
then walk out of the building,
then then then..the scary litter thing fly pass ME..
and it a "BUTTERFLY"..
wow..tell you all lo..
i like crazy like that scream and run away..
hee hee hee..
i know i so big size scare of this small litter thing very funny..
but i really scare la..
so if you all go out with me and you see a "BUTTERFLY",
don tell me there is one..
if not i don know i run till where..haha..

Right Now (Na Na)

It's been so long,
that I haven't seen your face,
I'm trying to be strong,
but the strength I have is washing away.
it won't be long,
before I get you by my side,
and just hold you, tease you, squeeze you,
tell you what's been on my mind.

I wanna make up right now na na,
I wanna make love right now na na,
wish we never broke up right now na na,
we need to link up right now na na,
I wanna make up right now na na,
I wanna make love right now na na,
wish we never broke up right now na na,
we need to link up right now na na,

Girl I know, mistakes were made between us two,
and we showed,ourselves that night,
even said somethings weren't true,
why'd you go?and haven't seen my girl since then,
why can't it be the way it was,
cause you were my Homie, lover, and friend...

I wanna make up right now na na,
I wanna make love right now na na,
wish we never broke up right now na na,
we need to link up right now na na,
I wanna make up right now na na,
I wanna make love right now na na,
wish we never broke up right now na na,

we need to link up right now na na,

I can't lie, [miss you much]
watching everyday that goes by, [ I miss you much ]
till I get you back I'm gon' try, [ yes I miss you much ]
cuz you are the apple of my eye, [ girl I miss you much ]
I can't lie, [ I miss you much ]
watching everyday that goes by, [ I miss you much ]
till I get you back I'm gon' try, [ yes I miss you much ]
cuz you are the apple of my eye. [ girl I miss you much ]

I wanna make up right now na na,
I wanna make love right now na na,
wish we never broke up right now na na,
we need to link up right now na na,
I wanna make up right now na na,
I wanna make love right now na na,
wish we never broke up right now na na,
we need to link up right now na na,

I want you to fly with me, [ want you to fly ]
I miss how you lie with me, [ miss how you lie ]
just wish you could dine with me, [ wish you could dine with me ]
the one that'll grind with me, [ said the one that will grind with me ]
I want you to fly with me, [ want you to fly ]
I miss how you lie with me, [ ohh miss how you lie ]
just wish you could dine with me, [ wish you could dine ]
the one that'll grind with me. [ ohh the one that'll grind]

I wanna make up right now na na,
I wanna make love right now na na,
wish we never broke up right now na na,
we need to link up right now na na,
I wanna make up right now na na,
I wanna make love right now na na,
wish we never broke up right now na na,
we need to link up right now na na,

I saw this on my ex de fren de blog..meaningful and ture so copy over..

1) Guys may be flirting around all day,but before they go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2) Guys are more emotional then you think.if they loved you once,it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let go in their head,and it hurt every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl smile.

4) A guy who likes you want to be the only guy u talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "you know what? Uh..never mind",would make him jump to a condusion that is far from what you are thinking,and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems,he just needs someone to listen
to him.you don't need to give advice.

7) As usual act that proves that the guy like u is when he teass you.

8) Guys love you more than you love them.

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describer girls.they rarely use beautiful or gorgeous.if a guy uses that,he loves you or like you a whole heck of a lot.

10) If the guy dose something stupid in front of the girl,he will think about it for the next couple of days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,he's probably faking it and he's really thinking on something.

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl,he really is.guys rarely say that.

13) When a guy asks you to leave him alone,he's just actually saying’"pls come and listen to me"

14) If a guy start to talk seriously,listen to him.it dose not happen that often,so when it dose,you know some thing's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second,he's definitly thinking something.

16) Guys really think that girl are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are mad or confusing,but somehow are drawn even more to them.

17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18) No guy can handle all his problem on his own,he's just to stubbon to admit it.

19) Not all guys are rude!!! Just be cos One is Rude does not mean he represents ALL of them.

20) When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you,he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

21) Even if you dumped a guy months ago and he loved you,he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be for u to come back into his life.

argh..where the me i use to be..where where where..i just cant get to be happy..really!!!went grandmother house for praying today and everyone was asking me what wrong with me..why am i not so myself today..i don know what to say but just say i'll tired..but who know how i feel inside..that night out with nanny,nanny say she never seen me so sad before..she ask me this,am i this sad when i broke up with my ex and my ans was i don know..that the first time i went out with her with no much word and she know very well that i really feel sad inside..friend are saying that is it that bad as it only 2 week..it not how long it is..is how much you put in it..no one dare talk to me much other then work in office..today no one care me..i feel so lonely..so scare..i really need someone to care me right now..that day apple took a lighter and burn me and i don really feel the pain,she say i'll crazy..feeling came from the heart..so when the heart is dead,you wont had any feeling..the burn leave a make on my hand but i really don feel the pain at all..maybe it be cos the pain in my heart it much much more painful..could someone teach me how to be happy once again..i really forgot how to..

be cos of my new pocket-t which i just brough ytd,i had been call goal keeper,ah hua,snake,auntie,ah pek..hahaha..those name is how people think og my new pocket-t.. -_-''' but i like the name ah hua best..haha..

lunch time went to meet jazz for lunch..as she work near my office..june came along with me but she don know who she..reach le funny lo..cos i forgot how jazz look like then june ask go where find her..then my ans was let me call her maybe..end up she in front of me i don know..blur rite..know her at i.t show de..she say she saw me for the whole show when i know remember seeing her on the last day..hahaha..whatever la..eat le jiu rush back office..after work i go find her myself..cos i don wanna go home and i got no where to go..so go meet her go walk walk..after that she go meet her ex,i came home..haha..

i'll same cant get happy till now..should go buy "HAPPY PILL" le..but it still wont heal the wound.

Hai Li
030409
23:30p.m

"But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust."

- Sometimes love just ain't enough.

Meaningful rite..saw at my fren blog de,see le meaningful so post lo..like my cousin once told me this " no one can hurt us but only ourself can hurt ourself "..do u agree? hmmm..i still cant get over with it..don ask me why..after all it just happen few day back only so wont so fast get over de..haiz..scared heart..waiting for nanny come fatch me..don know want bring me go where..damm long never see her le..shall update soon..

COMMENT PLS..

my owner silm down le eh..

from 118kg to 108kg..

108kg to 103.9kg..

he is not sick..

but he just lose weight..

he wish to lose till 85kg..

as i was told..

he in emo mood now..
he still just cant get over it..
he will start to think once he is alone..
so ppl & fren,
try to call him or made him busy k..
he need accompany..
he is so lonely and scare now..
come back to him before he is dead..
we never know what happen tml..
he wan u to be back..

Hai Li's Blog
010409
13:19p.m