PRINCE LOVE & HATE

I got my bonus but i don feel happy at all..i don know why..jus got it ytd and i only leave with $1200 when i get $2200 jus ytd..1k gone..hai..i still plan to do my staff and save..but how to save now..i very tired..i work till so hard but at time i don even have money for food..you all may ask where did the 1k gone to..$200 for mummy,$200 for daddy,$200 for dinner tonight,$300 for rent car and only $100 i spend from this 1k only..saving gone and now bonus also gone..feel like don work at all..cos work also can no money to eat also..don work also same..so must well don work..i myself got my drean got my thing to do but all my money gone but i did nth for myself..i really very tired..how much tear i keep to myself no one know..i feel very stress whenever i get pay..cos i end up with nth..