PRINCE LOVE & HATE

It been a torture for me for not able to fall asleep almost everynight..I will fall asleep like at 8p.m or 9p.m and wake up 2-3 hour later and then never get back to sleep again till five or six in the morning..Don know why..

I feel so stress up..Feel so tired of everything..No metter how i try,No one will come to me and say "Hey,U Have Try..It ok..Try again"..No metter how good i do,No one will come to me and say "Good Job Edward"..But sometime one small mistake,Everyone will come to you.

It almost end of the year 2009..If someone is going to ask me what have i done this whole year,i don really have an ans..But if someone is going to ask me what was my goal for this year,I will say my goal for this year was just to have a saving of $3600 at the end of the year..Which is a $300 a month..Yes,I did save..I saved up to $2100-$2500 but it all gone..Hai..If someone is going to ask me what will be my wish for this coming new year,I dare not even think about it..

I always ask myself,Where is all the dream we use to have when we are small..As we grow up,All this dream just get further and further away from us till i don even have a dream now..

Kor,Happy 25th Birthday!!!!

I Miss My Kor Kor.=(